365 hari mencari cinta

ok hari ni saja gatal2 wat blog baru yg btajuk spt di atas, kunun2 nye nk mencari cinta la kan dalam masa 365 hari bermula hari ni.. agak2 boleh tercapai tak misi ni? hahaha..

tak salah kan? coz i'm still single and available.. (pergh promote status abes) and sukati aku la nak berkenalan ngan sesape pun, ahaks! kadang-kadang aku terpikir gak adakah aku terlalu desperate perlu kawen pd usia 25? rasanye tak pun (walaupun dh agak tertekan bila td ade 2 org tnya bila nak kawen.. tny soalan lain x bleh ke?)

tapi bila dipikirkan balik ok je idup single ni, aku xpayah pikir nak balik cpt2 sbb lum masak utk family, tak kisah nak keje overtime sbb takde anak nk diambik kat taska.. cuma agak boring tahap gaban la kan.. gi mana2 pun sorang2 je, kawan2 bkn takde tp diorang perlu dating gak,haha..

so ape yang aku dapat simpulkan ialah belum tiba masanye lagi.. tak guna kawin kalo tau akan bercerai nanti.. sedangkan awek comey cam nora danish n maya karin pun bercerai,isk2 comey cmtu pun kena cerai ape lg yang kurang comey cam aku ni? kadang2 ade org cakap xpayahla memilih sgt, terima je sesapa yg agak ok tuh..

tapi...sedangkan ikan di pasar pun kita pilih makcik.. takkan pasangan hidup main sambar gitu je??? aduhaii..
so kalo nak tau kisah selanjutnye pencarian aku selama 365 hari ni, follow ar blog ak yang lagi satu nih..

why i dont like watching movie on my first date

i really dont get it why some man like to ask a girl watching movie on a first date. it such a boring idea! last wednesday, one boy ask me dating with him, watching movie at IOI mall Puchong. at first, i dont want to. but then he keep asking and i say ok la, but how if we juz hang out or "makan2" je.. but he still want to watch movie.. (ok fine!)

then we met in front of GSC, he want to watch ironman 2 but i said no, it's late now and why dont we juz pick what-ever movie that start immediately? then i choose clash of titans and he also agree.. we went to the POPULAR besides the GSC bcoz the movie not started yet. then this guy pick up one magazine about motocycle and keep reading it.. i'm juz looking at him for a while and then go reading my favourite book. what a boring date!

ok the movie had started and we bought some popcorns and drinks and get inside. then we talking, knowing each other for 10 minutes. then, that's it. i'm focusing on the movie (actually focus on the handsome Perseus, haha) and he focusing on the popcorn. then the movie finished and we say goodbye each other.

ok, i admit i'm a silent gurl and do not talk much. asking me watching movie only keeping me more silence (we are not allowed to talk much during watching movie right, :p). especially if the hero is very cute or handsome, my concentration level on the movie will be higher, hik2..

so what actually i like to do on first date?? i don't know, it depends on my mood. but no movie plz..hehe

accident day

ni tmpat mat moto tu menghantukkan kepalanye kt cermin sblum tjatuh ke bawah..

rosak abes kete kena langgar ngan mat moto tuh..huhu

br je smlm hntr kete kt workshop, mau smgu gak kut baru siap.. yg tak besnye kna bayar 400 sbb masih lesen P, uhuk..

interview day,huhu

today i got interview with UiTM Sports Centre for post Sports Officer S41.. looking at the schedule..

1. fitness test or bleep test
2. writing test.. again???
3. interview

bleep test.. juz got level 4-2, quite ok for general population, but not ok for athlete. i need to re-join my aerobic class again!!!i'm exhausted....

writing test...
1. write your greatest strength..
2. what qualities do u expect for a person in a team..
amende nye nih?? i'm so tired of my bleep test and now they expecting me to write two essays!!OMG..

i feel like my brain jammed, stuck, no idea at all.. physical + mental exhausted!

interview.. describe ur self...discuss about football development in Malaysia, i hate this topic!!
can i juz say there's no hope for Malaysian Footballers??cruel, hahaha..

i finish my interview day at 3.30pm, drive to puchong and found out the house is locked, so drive to my mum's kindergarten.. park the car..

4.30pm-find a comfort place and sleep..zzzzz

6.45pm - wake up, take bath and rushing to tuition centre..

8.00pm - don't know what to teach, so my students, it's quiz time!:p

10.30pm - at home, eat tomyam, yummy!!

11.15pm - facebook-ing

12.00am - feel really tired, but still facebook-ing, check my email, blogging...

1.00am - still chatting with MBA (married but available).. name: secret :p

1.30am - i should sleep.

Manchester United and plain soup

erm this story is not about Manchester United, but drinks. Yesterday, along, angah and I went to one restaurant in Puchong Utama, nice decor and big and lot of people there. so i' assuming that the food also good. yes it is, certain food is nice but i'm bit upset about a drink named "Manchester United drink". the name is exciting but actually it is only a syrup and some cut fruits..sigh... this is the drink..

u want it?:p

that's the second time i went to that restaurant. 1st time i went there with my mum, father and erin. the food is ok, nice, taste good but what makes me laugh is when my father asked additional "sup kosong" or plain soup i guess. direct translation: empty soup,hehehe.. so this is the pic of that "sup kosong".

how? really 'plain@empty soup?'hahaha.. i thought this is 'handwash water'. so plain, empty with nothing inside even though a slice of onion, fried onion or mybe some 'grass' inside?:p

i want to rate this restaurant 5 stars, but because of these two things, i minus 2 stars,hik2..

selamat tinggal pujaan..

tgh sdap2 wat asignmnt smbil tulis blog.. ttiba ak tdgr lagu ni kat tv3.. pergh mmg menusuk kalbu lg!!!ape pun ak tujukan la lagu ni wat bekas kekasih ku Ahmad Faisal bin Ismail... nape taip nama pnuh? saja je.. mn la tau satu hari nnt cucu aku akan tgk blog nenek dia nih...kalo boleh nk je ak upload gmbo dia kt sini.. tp xpela.. nnt mata aku sakit..

Penyanyi: S.Jibeng
Tajuk : Selamat Tinggal Pujaan

Selamat tinggal pujaan
Selamat kau berbahagia
Hidup di samping si dia
Kasih baru yang kau puja

Kini tibalah masanya
Ku tetap bermohon diri
Agar kau tak bercuriga
Pada ku kau lupa saja

( korus )
Tak guna bersedih
Tak guna kau kenang lagi
Biar ku bersendiri
Membawa perasaan hati

Selamat tinggal puspita
Selamat kau selamanya
Hanya satu yang ku pinta
Senyuman manis yang mesra

hari ni xtau nape...ak asik tdgr lagu yg seolah2 sdg memerli aku... tp xpela..bler dipikirkn balik.. why must i suffer? life must go on...
mungkin slps ni aku akan dapat yg jauh lebih baik...lbey hensem,ahaks!!

perasaan ku

dulu aku kau puja....
dulu aku kau sayang..
dulu aku sang juara...
yang selalu engkau puja...

kini roda telah berputar....

kini aku kau hina..
kini aku kau buang..
jauh dari hidupmu...
kini aku sengsara...

roda memang telah berputar...

mana janji manismu...
mencintaiku sampai mati...
kini engkau pun pergi...
saat ku terpuruk sendiri...

mana janji manismu...
setia sampai aku mati...
kini engkau pun pergi...
saat ku jatuh dan sndiri...

aku lah sang mantan....


ok, ni la lirik lagu yg sesuai sgt ngan jiwa ak skrg... memang menusuk jiwa dan raga btoi... kalo karaoke konfem tangkap nangis ni!

sedey...kecewa...sakit ati... benci...speechless.. rasa cm kna tikam... sume ade ar sng cite!!kna tipu idup2... selama ni ak tgk cite dlm drama je kisah bcinta ngan tunang org.. kekasih kawen ngan org laen...kna tggl bodo2 cmtu je...ak igt tu cuma drama, tp ble ia btul2 jadi kt ak...

oh bulan

kan melayani diriku lagi
pabila,
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila,
kau bersama yg lain

ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
aku akui cemburu
mula menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain....

biler org ckp...dh la, cr laen jela...

cakap mmg sng...kalo lah ia semudah itu...

kalo lah ak leh jd bionik, jd ingatan ak slama sthun stgh ni akan terpadam cmtu je...

ble blaja physiology, buku ckp

"heart is one of the strongest muscle in the body"

tipu.... if heart is the strongest muscle, why it is easily broken???

sigh...